My freeze

I was totally caught of guard when the sneeze happened I thought for sure I had time to take a seat. I wanted so badly to look around and see others reactions. It was extremely hard to stand in that position. However I think it worked better because I was about to sit. I was mid sit and I had to freeze. It opened my mind half sitting standing. I had to concentrate on my body what it was doing how to stop it from shaking. I think the freeze had more meaning to me than something cool and funny. It made a link from my brain back to my body a conscious link of what I should do. It gave me time to reflect on what was going on. I felt like a fly on the wall looking around but not moving. I felt invisible like no one could see me because I could see nothing. I felt like a fly because I was almost detached from the library scene and was an observer to the library life. The freeze helped me achieve an observer’s eye.